Tuesday, September 29, 2009 5:33 PM
i will make a decision, based on your decision.
every decision made, it gets more challenging and more difficult to make.
what should i decide to do now?

dear i know i've hurt you with my words.
but that's what really bothers me, that's what i really want to share with you.
but you chose to give up.
what i predicted was right. i will lose you ultimately.

i failed. failed in bringing happiness to you, failed in loving you as much as i decided to.
i can't blame you. is just you.
unable to protect you, is my irresponsiblity
watching you walk away and doing nothing, is my irresponsiblity as well.
should i ever step forward and stop you from walking away from my life?
do i have the right to do so now that i've hurt you so much.

am i able to forgive myself for what i've done to you?